as long as i live my dreams~

new hope 2008 ;)

2008-01-03T10:37:59Z

and so i'll need to go for my second round of interview for citibank's marketing position on friday.
there's quite a no. of candidates i hope i'll get in.. but anyhow, i'll be continuing with credit suisse if i can't get to citibank.

i anticipate 2008 to be a fulfilling one for me :)
to get into NTU and to continue my love for cheerleading in ACES.
to earn lots of money and be pretty :)
to go for holiday :)
to take up driving :)
to have perfect teeth :)
to start saving up and be rich :)
to continue my love for banking n finance :)
to stay focused and excel in studies, work, and cheerleading :)
to become fit :)
to stay in hostel and have fun!!
i want to have fun and be happy! :)

my love don't cost a thing

2008-01-01T03:55:31Z

you think you gotta keep me iced
You dont
You think Im gonna spend your cash
I wont
Even if you were broke
My love dont cost a thing
Think I wanna drive your benz
I dont
If I wanna floss I got my own
Even if you were broke
My love dont cost a thing

When you rolled up in the escalade
Saw that truck you gave to the valet
Knew that it was game when you looked at me
Pulling up your sleeve so I could see the rolley bling
Saw you later in the corner booth
Raising up a toast so I would notice you
But your hearts a mess
Think you outta know
Doesnt matter if youre balling out of control

all that matters is
That you treat me right
Give me all the things I need
That money cant buy yeah

When I took a chance
Thought youd understand
Baby credit cards arent romance
So youre tryna buy whats already yours
What I need from is not available in stores
Seen a side of you that I really feel
Doing way too much, never keep it real
If it doesnt change, gotta hit the road
Now Im leaving, wheres my keys?
Ive got to go

A thing, a thing, a thing
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You think the money that you make
Can substitute the time you take
Take the keys here to my heart
Then you can win my heart, and get whats in my heart
I think you need to take some time
To show me that your love is true
Theres more than dollar signs in you
Then you can win my heart, and get whats in my heart

obsession

2007-01-21T04:16:47Z

so here i am.
my entries fewer,
my words, less.

perhaps one day i will stop writing online diary.
perhaps i want to keep a book which i can write, draw and pen down my thoughts more clearly because it will be meant for myself to keep.

tt sounds really so much more to me.

i was out yesterday to meet an old friend.
and baby was there to join us later.

the pretty stuff i bought made my day.
a black top
a pair of heels
a rainbow caseholder
a pair of gold earrings
a barbie doll for project and fulfilling my secret obsession with barbie since my mum threw mine away a decade ago

everything i bought were pretty so that's good except for the nail polish that i bought without trying. (anyway it's just glitters, how bad can it be?)
only thing that i din buy and wants now is that lovely bag.

i gonna get a real diary soon.

bitch!

2007-01-17T15:58:02Z

FUCKING SHIT ASS MAY SHE GO TO HELL A ZILLION TIMES!!!

NEVER DID ANYONE MADE ME SO ANGRY EVER!!!

DIN DO SHIT
NOT FREE FOR ANY SHIT
ACT RESPONSIBLE
FUCKING DID NOTHING
ACT BIG
ACT BUSY
ACT SHE"S THE WORLD
INSULT PEOPLE

MAY SHE DIE UNDER THE LEVELS AND LEVELS OF HELL FOR ETERNITY AND FOREVER!

to salute :)

2007-01-12T01:19:46Z

ADOLF HITLER
Achtung! You are 46% brainwashworthy, 59% antitolerant, and 57% blindly patriotic

You probably you lack the charisma and intelligence to be Hitler himself, but then again, who knows? You've got a few of the necessary traits, at least. You are crazy, nationalistic, and more proud of your background than you should be.

Right now I am breathing a big sigh of relief that you don't live in Germany in the 1930's, although I guess things couldn't have gone any worse than they did, even with your help. Maybe all this energy that you feel right now could be directed to an end less evil? Are you a Police Officer? Not in my town, I hope.

Sadly, you exceeded expectations on all 3 indicators.

Deutschland: Uber Alles!

- new test, it rules, take it -
The Terrorism Test

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on brainwashworthy

You scored higher than 99% on antitolerant

You scored higher than 99% on patriotic

Link: The Would You Have Been a Nazi Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

building my castle in the sky

2007-01-11T00:36:20Z

there's so much i havent written down for myself.
something for myself to keep.

out of magnum.
i can only go for trgs so randomly few times.
not alone saying for now,
attachment & wv in the hols,
school and events lining up for wv after hols,
will be having my half year iap next.
and it will be end of my poly education.
i wanna take banking in ntu
=)

wv, all i can say we gotta pace faster.

i need to save bucks.
esp when i work for itp & iap.

my 2007 resolution:
1. to do what i came for in 2005.
2. save bucks.
3. lose weight.
4. tan more frequently.
5. manage myself.
6. do what i like.

FUCK PROJECTS

2007-01-02T11:06:19Z

i fucking hate projects!

missing

2006-12-25T09:50:35Z

so i got scolded for missing classes.
4 classes in a month,
reported of course.
but i skipped school more than that.

what did i work for?
am i doing whatsoever to continue?

but i guess i will continue.
i will make sure i attend all classes when sch starts.

this place does not allow dreamers,
only achievers.
the effect of society integration.
the spillovers of structur-ism.
the abandon of true freedom.
do i belong to the place of unreality?

it does not matter if everybody not understand, it's not meant to be anyways.